In Homosexuality

Charlene E. Cothran is an African-American woman who proudly lived and advocated a lesbian lifestyle for twenty-nine years, before becoming a Christian several years ago. In this (edited) article she speaks about how she came out of homosexuality and offers advice to others about coming “out of the gay life”, too.

Over the past 29 years of my life I have been an aggressive, creative and strategic supporter of gay and lesbian issues. I’ve organized and participated in countless marches and various lobbying efforts in the fight for equal treatment of gay men and lesbians. …

As the publisher of a 13 year old periodical [Venus Magazine] which targets black gays and lesbians, I have had the opportunity to publicly address thousands, influencing closeted people to “come out” and stand up for themselves, which is particularly difficult in the African-American community.

But now, I must come out of the closet again. I have recently experienced the power of change that came over me once I completely surrendered to the teachings of Jesus Christ. As a believer of the word of God, I fully accept and have always known that same-sex relationships are not what God intended for us.

I don’t expect that this message will be widely received, quite the contrary. But, I do know that there is someone, possibly reading this very article, who is tired and unhappy living this way. … I am speaking to my gay and lesbian brothers and sisters who want real peace; the kind you’ve heard about, sung about, read about. It is simpler than you think to acquire it and there is no condemnation once you’ve entered it.

Although I have lived as a lesbian for my entire adult life, it is without a doubt my soul’s purpose to use my gifts to lovingly share the truth about how we got here: how we came to be gay or lesbian, how we came to enjoy our “lifestyle” and how we came to believe that this was okay with God (Romans 1:2128).

Many argue that each individual should determine for themselves what God intends for him or her. This would indicate that we each have a separate set of biblical rules to live by. This is untrue. If you are ready for change and willing to open yourself to the truth, God’s love can bring your current belief system in line with His Word. Jesus will cleanse and forgive all confessed sin from a willing heart. Homosexuality is only one of them. It is no greater sin than any of the others, but it is sin.

By now you’re asking, “Has she lost her mind?” My answer is No. I didn’t lose it, I gave it away! In fact, I traded it in for a new one (Romans 12:12)!

I was minding my own business one fine New Jersey morning when I received a call from a local pastor, the Rev. Vanessia M. Livingston. …

I don’t remember how we got on the subject of salvation but she could not have known how much I had been struggling with trying to reckon my spiritual upbringing with my lesbian lifestyle.

My stiff-necked resistance to the truth arose in me as she ministered. I honestly figured that if I simply mentioned the “L” word that she’d drop the phone, anoint it with oil and that would be the last I’d hear from her. But that’s not what happened. The pastor prophetically confirmed what I’ve known for years, “one day you will come out of the world and bring many gay and lesbian souls out with you.” She asked if today was the day that I would choose but I said no. I felt the power of conviction upon me as she spoke but I resisted and hardened my heart against the truth as I had done many times before. I was not willing to hear her or give up my all to God, especially knowing that I had a confirmed speaking engagement scheduled the following week at the Schomberg Center during New York City Gay Pride.

As I blurted out that I was a proud card-carrying lesbian, the pastor reminded me that God’s mercy allowed me to survive my experiences as he developed my gifts, all as a part of his plan to lead others to him, others who will not perhaps hear her or other ministers who have not lived this experience. …

The spirit of God spoke directly into my soul and said you will choose this day who you will serve and if you make the wrong choice, I will allow you to drift so far away from me that you will never hear my voice again.

I gave God my heart and soul in the parking lot of the mall, right there in my car. A river of tears flowed as Jesus washed me and forgave me and redeemed me for his work. I intend [to] be just as “out” about my transformation as I was about my lesbian life. … My brother, my sister, please follow me out of this [gay lifestyle].

  1. Establish and accept for yourself that God’s Word is true as is. Do not allow gay theology to divorce the Old Testament from the New or the written words of the Apostles from the spoken words of Jesus Christ. …
  2. Seek the truth within the scriptures about homosexuality and it will be revealed to you as you read and pray. Know that we were not born this way. This myth was fashioned by the white gay establishment as a basis for changing laws in favour of gay rights. Again it works for their purposes, but it is biblically untrue. There is no way that anyone, without an agenda, can come away from the Bible with an endorsement by God of the gay lifestyle. Gay theology starts with an agenda (“Let’s make the Bible say gay is okay”) in order to arrive at its conclusions, but it is a lie.
  3. Do not resist God’s call on your life. Get alone with God and let him minister the truth directly to you. That conviction you feel is a gift to keep you near the cross. If you keep resisting him and hardening your heart, he will eventually stop calling you. You can then have a great time fulfilling all the fantasies of the flesh without feeling a thing, but what awaits you at the end of such a life (Romans 2:46)?
  4. Know with certainty that you are loved by God exactly where you are and that your experiences are of great value for kingdom work. I had been tired, but the enemy kept my mind trapped for years by convincing me that I could not be of any real use to God having lived as an openly gay publisher, but that was a lie.
  5. Say Yes. That’s really all it takes to accept the truth, which is accepting Jesus Christ. Pray this prayer of repentance with me now. “Lord, I’m coming to you because I believe your Word and I need your help. I can’t change myself, I’ve tried. Please forgive me for every thing I’ve done that did not glorify you. I believe that you are the Word, I believe that Jesus is your son, I believe that He died for my sins, and because I believe this, I am now saved by your grace. Thank you for saving me! Amen.”
  6. Make your salvation real. Keeping the good news of your personal salvation a secret is another trick the enemy uses to buy time as he tries to pull you back to your former life. We must believe with our hearts and confess with our mouths. You don’t need to “out” yourself but clobber the enemy by immediately sharing your testimony with someone about how the Lord has revealed the truth directly to you; about the level of joy and peace you now have which you could not reach without full repentance; about the welcomed change this brings in your life, and all the wonderful things he has done for you (Romans 10:9).
  7. Experience paradise now! Consult God first, then go ahead and live your life! Welcome new friendships, start that new venture, expand your experiences, obtain nice things, just don’t put them before God. Enjoy your life to a new degree, without the burden of sin and with the confidence of all of God’s promises on your side! It is totally possible to live for God in this present age and enjoy yourself immensely. When I say live for God I mean totally “sold out” for God. But you cannot be “sold out” for God and live a gay/lesbian lifestyle at the same time (Titus 2:1112). …
  8. Walk carefully or “circumspectly” as the scriptures describe. This is about being careful to keep your spirit clean and fresh. Prayer, along with reading and hearing the Word and seeking ways to apply it to your daily life is the way to … [be] delivered from any sinful habit. …
  9. Have fellowship with believers. … God has people everywhere who are open, real and willing to walk out with you. Ask the Lord to lead you to a loving, caring, bible-believing fellowship where you can be nurtured, be blessed, grow and be a blessing (Hebrews 10:25). …


The full version of Charlene E. Cothran’s article (titled “Redeemed! 10 Ways to Get Out of the Gay Life If You Want Out”) can be found on her website,
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